one must come as a child
into the kingdom of
heaven


ANGELS

yes, that is who i met on the beach that day.
¿were they with me then?

¿family?
yes! i think they were? i remember that position,
i remember that feeling when i was thirteen years old.
i had died, and gone to hell
angels rescued me.
earlier i had taken a drug known as stp.
stp? does that stand for
Satan Takes Power?
it was a very intense trip for me. i was with some friends.
how many were there? was it 6 or was it 5?? i think 6.
it was my first time ingesting anything of this nature and i had
what i called for many years 'a freak out trip'. my friends and i were watching
janis joplin on tel-e-vision. she was singing her heart out and i was glued to
janis. she, had captured me. take another little piece of my heart she sang as
I, was captivated. next thing I knew my friends were telling me we had all died
and it was my fault. something to do with candles. at first i thought they were
trying to trick me, but they kept telling me it was true. finally i believed them.
my heart sank and i asked ”what happens now”?? i was told i could choose
heaven or i could choose hell. you can not even begin to imagine the surprize
i felt. I can choose heaven?? not in my wildest dreams did i imagine there
was even the remotest chance heaven would accept me. they said “yes you
can choose which is it going to be”? “well in that case i choose heaven” i said
“heaven is outside that door” they said pointing to the front door of the house
open it and u will c” i walked to the door and as i turned the
knob.........................
laughter rang through the room. knee slapping laughter. i was such a fool.
¿¿“didn’t i know that reality was opposite of what i believed it to be”?
boing
straight to hell i wen†.
such a fool was i
such a fool i
was
new journey new
way new day
adelaide marie